a lackluster performance...

I love to look through blogs...the cute ones, the crafty ones, the organized ones, the ones that make me feel totally inadequate, and the ones that make me think "I can do that!".  And as I'm looking through these blogs, I always think that I need to log back into my blog and become committed to it.  So, I log in (almost forgetting my password because it's been so long) and I laugh because I had no idea that it had been THAT long since I posted anything.  Not that anyone reads this thing anyway, but still...  September of last year since I posted and only five for the entire year of 2011.  And now we already have three months gone into 2012.  Not much to post?  Oh, there's plenty going on in this life of mine!  Maybe nothing profound?  Or maybe lack of commitment to writing?  As I was growing up, I loved to write, especially when I was down.  It made me feel like someone was listening to me.  If I got mad, I went straight to my "journal" (because calling it a diary was so third grade).  I would write story after story (and now wish I had some of those stories to look back and laugh).  And then there's the poetry!  Oh, the many poems I wrote, even through college (and I do have some of those).  So I thought that a blog would be the perfect way to write again, but I have not been committed at all!  Or maybe it's that I haven't been organized...  (Oh, man!  Can someone help me organize my life?) Whatever the reason, I haven't been writing.  It's been a lackluster performance.  I'd love to write at this moment that I'll do better, but then I would be really embarrassed if it's not until August when I post again.  So, I'll just say that I'll try.  That's what I'll do.  So for the two people who have ever come across this blog or ever attempt to read my ramblings...I'll try to do better.  Until...